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MY INNER-WORLD
I’m sitting here in this beautiful Bungalow in Bali as my last day approaches and I say goodbye to Bali.
Up next is Thailand and I will be there for two months.
My mother is meeting me in Thailand. She is flying in from the states to spend some time with me. This will be the first time my mother and I will travel this long-one month aboard together.
And it’s Thailand of all places, we’ve always talked about wanting to go there one day.
I look forward to spending quality time with her, to share in new adventures and experiences.
Its incredible how everything has been unfolding for me since I took the leap to once again follow my voice where ever it took me.
Somehow all the things I’ve dreamt or thought about have been coming to fruition and more things are starting to manifest at a faster rate. Certain things I just think about them and within a few days or no more then a couple of weeks they are birth to life.
I remember in the last few years thinking about the future and how I would love to have the opportunity, means and ability to travel with my mom somewhere aboard to spend meaningful quality time with her.
BAM!
Here I am just a day away from being in Thailand with my mom and bringing that vision to life…
Before I set off on my world trip I had envisioned my mother and father coming together for the first time since I was five or six. It was something I really wanted to experience to see them both in the same room with me. To see my mom grow by letting go of the past and moving forward. Though I didn’t know if it would happen but a week from me setting off on my journey, that vision came to fruition.
In March, one month before I set off to travel. I had a dream and I remember calling my best friend that morning and telling her about it. I said Susse I just had a dream, my first book will be written somewhere in Asia and I’m was in a place surrounded by water. I could see the water from where I was staying at.
In all honesty I had always wanted to travel to Asia yet I didn’t actually believe that in this particular journey I would make it to that side of the world.
I didn’t know if I would have enough money to do Europe and Asia, at the same time-part of me was scared at the thought of traveling Asia as a first time solo traveler-the idea of it felt overwhelming to me. But of course like everything in life,things are always worse in our minds than in reality because here I am I made it to Asia and it’s been an incredible experience, much easier than I had perceived. Europe was just my practice ground, to get my feet wet…
A few weeks back I was staying in Binging Beach here in Bali when I started a writing an Ebook that came to me. As I was writing the first two chapters of the book I found myself having Déjà vu and in that instant I recalled the dream I had while in Miami. I had to stop and absorb what was taking place right then and there. Holy Shit the dream I had, was happening right now, right there in that moment. Here I was sitting in a place surrounded by the ocean view, the beach was only a few steps down from me. I am surrounded by water in Southeast Asia writing an Ebook-Mind blowing!
Yet again another vision has recently come to fruition, though this one in particular is one I’ve been wanting for a long time.
I’ve been wanting my mother and brother to reconnect and rekindle their relationships for a long time now. It’s been too many years since they’ve spoken and stopped being a part of each others lives. Silently in my heart I’ve always carried the pain of this within, always caught in the middle as a child.
In the last month the feeling of them coming together began to cross my mind more and more. The feeling was strong, so much that I felt the pull from inside that spoke to me and said perhaps it was time to reach out to my brother and speak with him about mom ( a topic I’ve steered clear from for a long, long time) Because the truth, I want my family together. This human experience goes by really fast and I don’t want to have regrets and I don’t want those I love to have any regrets at the end of this experience.
I want my family to heal from the past, to let it go and move forward as the new people we all are today, in the here and now. We have all grown and evolved so much and the time has come for us to come together and share our new found selves with one another.
Yesterday unexpectedly I reached out to my brother just to check in and catch up with him, we hadn’t spoke in a few days and I’m getting ready to leave to a new country. As we are catching up he brings up the topic of mom and asks me how she was doing? I felt an intense e-motion (energy in motion) come through the phone and the next text I receive was him sharing with me how he wanted to rekindle his relationship with mom and how he misses her…
Holy cow, words cannot begin to explain what reading those words meant to me. My body was filled with warmth, excitement and uncontrollable joy like a child experiencing something amazing for the first time.
Words cannot explain what can only be felt.
I’ve been waiting so long to hear those words from my brother and the best part it wasn’t something I initiated, it just happened. Although I’m sure on the soul plane, our souls had already had this conversation.
I felt his sincerity, his love and energy in that moment as if he was standing right in front of me and all I wanted to do was just hug him. And so today, another of my dreams/vision has come to fruition.
I am so grateful to the Universe everyday in every way for all that it provides me with.
I am thankful for the ability to listen to my Higher Self and to allow it to guide me in this experience because in doing so my life has become a reflection of it. Which only serves as a reinforcement to continuously follow my inner voice…
And as I continue to grow from within my hope is to light the way for others-to find their path by following their own voice and connecting with their Higher Self. My desire is for people to connect to their true authentic selves, to heal their wounds, to move past the stories and take back their power. It brings me immense internal joy to see others succeed,to witness their growth and progress. To witness the moments when a person can see their own strength, their own beauty, their own power.
It brings me immense fulfillment to see people internally happy, to be growing from within. And for me happiness means to be at peace with oneself and to have peace within, we must make peace with our wounds and sort out our internal world.
And so, when others have reached out to me sharing with me a bit of their inner world and the positive impact I’ve had in their continuous journey of connecting within. In one way or another no matter how small or big of an effect my words or life has had on them if helps and inspires them to turn inward and to connect with themselves, then I am fulfilling part of my mission here on Earth…
I am more grounded.
My belief in myself has being reinforced throughout this journey.
My intuition and connection with my Higher Self have become much stronger and only continues to grow.
I found my voice again through following my inner voice and this is one of the absolute greatest benefits of living out my dream.
I sat down thinking I was going to write about Bali and the things I love about this place and my observations but this journal entry as turned into something completely different. But it’s what needed to come through my fingers tonight as when I take the time to sit and write it also give me the opportunity to feel the emotions of it all over again.
Though this entry is just a recollection of the things that have been coming to fruition for me. It too is for You and whatever you are meant to take from my InnerWorld and experiences they are for YOU.
Until Next time and perhaps that Bali blog will come through me at later time tomorrow….
With love and deep gratitude
Stephanie
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